I really hate having to get up every morning and go to school. It's really a downer. I have to drag my butt off to a place that I hate and sit through torturous hell for six hours. If I was social and happy, I would probably love to go to school, however I can't get through one sentence without embarrassing myself.
I have all of these horrible and awkward tendencies that I wish I could just get rid of. For whatever reason, I can't just break free and be myself. Somewhere along the line all of my coolness and confidence was completely stripped away leaving this shy and awkward shell.
Everyday I try to break out of it and be happy and social, but I mostly end up failing in humiliation. I think I need some kind of counseling or therapy. I just hope that one day I'll be able to function in daily life without being a crazy freak.
Mason Augustus Wheeler
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